~ 6/12/2005 10:28:00 PM ~
Sunday, June 12, 2005
[DarkNess]
Argh.. help.. i feel like puking.. i really do..
mite noe where i get this nausea feelin' but..
how can it be so serious?!?
wad's wrong with me.. i use to lOve hoRror shows..
well, i still do.. i get excited when i see one.. and will watcH it! or movies too.. will be like
"hey! i wanna watch tt horror moviE =)"
y do i like them so much?
cuz i like the feelin' of getting scared??
or maybe i get scared so easily??
wad's wrong with me this yr??
it's a diff feelin now when i watch the shows...
...i feel sick... traumatised... how come?
it all started with "house of wax"..
it was damn long since i watched a horror movie.. since last yr?
so watched "house of wax"...
i LOVE-d? this kinda freaky shows...but i lost control of myself when i watched "house of wax" !!
i totally freaked out..
even to the extend of grabbing baojie and crying?!?! ..
i wanted to escape.. or rather for the victim in the show to escape..
for the gory moment to stop..
cuz i couldnt take it...
.....
well.. tt was one incident which scared me?
cuz i dun usually do that?!?!
infact i dun remember freaking out lidat that b4!!!
well.. maybe when i was younger..
but even so.. not to that extend..
i really felt sick...
and juz now.. i was watching 'iron ladies'...
at 10, channel 5 showed 'from hell'...
the angishing title did capture my attention... so yea..
watch i did...
....
hmm.. tv said it was premier..
but as i watched.. the show seemed familiar..
i got to the part where the murderer killed the woman..
there was this kit beside him..
not only consisting of diff sharp knifes and blades...
but also sewing stuff?!?! or sth lidat..
so he kills the ppl..does sth to them.. rape or steal their organs??!
cant remember.. din watch further to find out..
and den he covers the body nicely? does he sew them up? or sew the clothes?
im basing on my memory of the show..
I NOE I WATCHED IT B4...
anw if im not wrong.. i think in some part of the show, they would show the ghastly gruesome bloody body... cuz a investigator checked the bodies???!?
i switched away from the show...
somehow i juz couldnt bare myself to see those gory scenes..
weird..
is it some hormonal changes going on or WAD??!
y am i lidat?!!
brother and mum are watching this french show on the dvd player now..
since i decided to stop watching 'from hell' i went outside to see wad the french show was about..
okay.. great..
i was juz in time to watch this scene where this tribal looking guy was screaming in pain...
looking freaked out and pitiful...
and the next moment 2 hooded ppl threw him down a steep jungle cliff???
he rolled and rolled and rolled...
deN I SAW tHAT onE wHole sIde of Him WAs BLoODY...
damn..
gross gross gross..
is this show Bout GORY sTUffs too?!?
couldn't watch further..
came online to blog...
i have come to the conclusion that maybe it's this kinda horror which i cant stand...
not paranormal horror ...
but...huMan hoRror...
....cuting aNd torMenting LivE humans lidat...
yea..
maybe it is...
cuz when like tv programmes such as 'nip-tuck' shows the scenes of operation..
i close my eyes..
....
k another conclusion..
im probably not too gd around
..BLood..
hmm.. but den again..
i've watched 'ghost ship' and 'resident evil' ..
they cut up bodies too..
wire slicing across the necks...
torsos..
so on so forth...
i was cool about it..
so y not now?!?!
